Well It was been awhile
Little did I know...
How busy college is
how quickly you can fall in love
and out of love
how different everyone's journey is
what my journey is.
Little did I know how much I really know about myself.
It has been almost 3 years since James returned to My Heavenly Father..
I guess that's not very fair to those who are reading to wait that long.
Life is good, Complicated but good.
Currently I am struggling with my stupid "t" button on my lap top
who knew something so small could be so annoying.
It fell off and I tried to glue it back on which worked for a little while but now that isn't working either...
makes this whole typeing thing just a little difficult.
Recently President Monson announced an age change for sister missionaries
you only need to be 19 to start your papers.
Oh yea you better believe I hopped on that band wagon.
But God has a way of His own. I have faced a few set backs
some self inflicted from silly concerns and others that I have no control over.
I kinda feel suck
Stuck between two different worlds
Two different Katy's
both have their pro's and con's
one life choice: Stay, continue to go to Rexburg
date
get married
get an education
that whole deal
another life choice: Go on the greatest adventer ever
Spend 18 amazing months serving the Lord
take a risk and take the plunge...
Obviously I want to go and serve
But the set backs lately are really confusing and hard to face.
watching all these wonderful girls get their calls no problem just slays me as I wait around for December to finally come!
silly me to ever ask for patience.
It was a confusing road even deciding if going was the right thing to do
but I know that it is, and any trial God thinks is worth putting me through
is worth going through with a smile cause in the end it will bring me closer to Him.
In the end isn't that really the only thing that matters?
