What IS Thanksgiving without the people you're most grateful for?

As wonderful as my awseome parents are

I really miss my siblings

I see my parents every normal day of my life...

on a holiday that I count my blessings it really feels like half my blessings are elsewhere in this big world.

litterally the world! From Hawaii to Japan...and random but North Carolina.

Our big home is rediculouslty empty and being the only one home isnt all that its cut out to be.

the words from a favorite song brought tears to not only my eyes but to my mom's too.

"I'm dreaming tonight of a place I love even more than I uaually do, and altho I know it a long road home....

I promise you

I'll be home for Christmas."

Wrong holiday I know but its the same idea.

My Christmas wish I really don't want to come true...

But I cant help but wish that ALL my family will be home for Christmas this year. 

In some small way at least... 

Betty, Kenson, and Elder Steven

I really really really

Miss and LOVE

YOU!

I stubbed my toe on the yellow brick road

Sooo...

On this journey of happiness called life...sometimes bad things happen that are not so happy. 

like not realizing you have work and finding out when your 2 hours late for your shift....

that was scary

but my coworkers are legit...and are a wonderful bunch of lovely girls that I love dearly! 

they calmed me down and made me realize everything will be OK.

of course being VERY late is not good at ALL and I know this and it wont happen that easily again.

Another random disappointing moment in life....

taking time to dress ridiculously cute the one day that "special kinda twiterpated crush someone ;)" is not around.

BLARG!

OH!

and then being called and "Eskimo slut"

yeah that was somewhat insulting...

then again my skirt was a little short...

BuT On ThE BRIGHT SIDE!

I got alot of my homework done!

And LIFE IS Fabulous!

:D there is always something to keep you excited and optimistic!

well...

tomorrow is another day we'll see how well it goes!

And so it starts

Wow...

I'm really not sure why I thought blogging would ease my stressed out nerves

but....

looks like its working fairly well.

I am an optimist.

K well I try to be.

usually...

but sometimes I really get tired of looking at the good in everything

or better yet...

 the fog lifts on cloud 9, and I realize how rediculous everything has turned out back on earth

and lucky me...I have run into a dead end, out of time, out of luck.

I hate that!

 I really do!

there is nothing in the world I can do at the moment in time

but not 3 min.

3 hours ago.

3 days ago!

I could have succsessfully avoided the whole situation!

...Curse you Karma...